My biography

I was not going to save humanity. My goal was to save myself. It was very disappointing to be at thirty-seven and a half years on the verge of death. At this point, I became a successful scientist working in the field of laser physics. My career was successful, I defended my dissertation thesis (PhD), learned how to make money in applied projects. I bought an apartment in Moscow, a car, built a country house. My wonderful three-year-old son was growing up. And everything turned upside down in one day.

The diagnosis left no doubt: my kidney turned into a cancerous tumor, and medicine did the same to me as it does to millions of other similar victims: turned me into an invalid.

After that, among other things, I couldn’t assimilate the food correctly, since the pancreas, gall bladder and liver were affected during the surgery. There was a constant feeling of hunger, but the food did not bring relief, because it immediately caused the release of gases, and then pain came.
I was not going to save humanity. My goal was to save myself. It was very disappointing to be at thirty-seven and a half years on the verge of death. At this point, I became a successful scientist working in the field of laser physics. My career was successful, I defended my dissertation thesis (PhD), learned how to make money in applied projects. I bought an apartment in Moscow, a car, built a country house. My wonderful three-year-old son was growing up. And everything turned upside down in one day.

The diagnosis left no doubt: my kidney turned into a cancerous tumor, and medicine did the same to me as it does to millions of other similar victims: turned me into an invalid.

After that, among other things, I couldn’t assimilate the food correctly, since the pancreas, gall bladder and liver were affected during the surgery. There was a constant feeling of hunger, but the food did not bring relief, because it immediately caused the release of gases, and then pain came.

I began to learn to live on retirement, and at the same time I began to resolve my main passion, the main issue that at one time brought me to Moscow University, to the physics department: what is Consciousness and how is it related to Life. I began to look for where Life comes from and where it goes.

The remnants of my health were gradually melting, but I still found my way. It directed me first to the mountains of Altai, and then to India. I, at the risk of my life, visited several secret places in which something happened to me: a fountain of heat exploded inside my body, which further aggravated my illness. But at the same time, my mind discovered new habitats for itself, and I SAW everything correctly.

I SAW a human’s place in nature, including my own role. I understood the meaning of the GAME, of which I became a part. And unexpectedly for myself, I suddenly became a poet, philosopher and writer. Knowledge began to come to me and reveal their secrets to me.

My problems began to be solved – as if by themselves. I realized that it was not evil rock and not severe karma that was killing me, but my own ignorance. It was unpleasant to realize oneself as a low being, which is led through hunger, sex and fears throughout life. I saw that I’m not much different from a stray dog, which rushes about in search of food. And so, I took care of myself. And nature helped me a lot in this.

Do not get me wrong – I did not wait until the manna from heaven would be shed on me. Illumination caused furious tides of hard work in me. I worked as a graduate student before defending a thesis, tirelessly. And so, I have been living for 25 years.

Gradually, an island of well-being and joy began to take shape around me. And my consciousness became its center. I can’t even say that I was “cured” of my illnesses– in the sense that I can forget about them and start living as before. Should I try to take at least one step in this direction, I get a severe blow that threatens to destroy me. Not from Angels and not from God. It’s just that the position obliges us – what will happen if the driver turns the steering wheel sharply at a speed of 150 km per hour? But standing still you can rotate the steering wheel as you like.

Among others, the problem of nutrition was resolved. Since medicine made my body unviable, I had to somehow fit into existence in a natural environment in a new way. And I developed the appropriate devices. So, there was Hot Enzymation.

But besides this, Life gave me much more. I wrote a great many poems. At first, I counted them, and then I got tired. But about two hundred of them turned into songs, which now replace prayers for me and my friends. These are very unusual songs: when I play them, I myself and everything around me are filled with a joyful buzz that brings freshness and life. Fifteen minutes of singing – and severe flu passes.

For my university friends, I wrote several treatises and one thick book in which, in a language understood by physicists, tells what consciousness is and what its role is in the universe.

I have now written a dozen books on the topics of the interaction of humans and natural environment, that have been published in Russia and are beginning to be gradually translated into other languages.

Only now I have come to understanding what is the role of humans in nature. The idea of “HumaNature” manifested in me – as a state of being in which a person does not feel separation from the environment. They dissolve in it with their thinking and feelings, losing their body as the focus of their efforts. But the body continues living and becomes healthy and powerful, since all of nature feeds and protects it now.

Now I'm starting to share all this with an English-speaking audience. I am looking for approaches that will help me smoothly and carefully engage my readers in the secrets that have been revealed to me, and make them co-authors and co-creators – not only mine, but all of nature.

That is why I start the conversation with the topic of nutrition – one of the most important in its depth, but at the same time, close to every person. I go on stage in front of you and announce the name of the play:

Food for Kings, or what people should eat, wanting to rise to the radiance of creativity and the heights of Being.

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